wondering where i've bin lately? (probaly not) i have the flu :P poor me......

Just saw a thig about Jill Pole casting for Narnia :( made me so sad i can reamember when i was little i would look out the window and dream of a better place, of Narnia and i would wish i could just be swept away and meet Aslan when i read the silver chair i could not stop wishing i would someday get the part as Jill i told my Mom Dad and all my friends! my mom said no way thats going to happen! it made me so sad to hear that but i brought back my dream and kept wishing... I used to joke to my friend Dolton and say when i get the part i will call you and say Hey guess what? i just got my part in Narnia! and cuz i moved to Kentuky he said he would run all the way to my house and ring the dorbell and say WOW! ^_^ we used to play Narnia and i would be Edmonds twin sister (though i look nothing like him) and i made a sword and a whole outfit me and my friends had so much fun i never stoped wishing to be her i even made up part of the skrips and practiced saying it with a british actsent.... than i moved and i have no friends here i'm so lonely but i still want to be Jill Pole... I've always loved being on camera my sister and me made little filmes i got to be in a play with a small part i had sooooo much fun and the director of the play said i was really good and might be an actress someday that made me really happy!!!! sadly the play workshop only lasted a week (we learned a whole play in a week wowie) i really want to do more acting but my Mom and Dad r to busy with other things :( when i saw something about casting for Jill Pole i started crying i know i will never get to be her i know i will never go to Narnia i mean i live in Kentuky i'm no one what kind of a chance do i have? i have no friends to comfort me and i will feel so dum when i sit in the movie theatre watching some other girl as Jill i still can't belive it's almost time to start making the movie i've always dreamed of being in i wish i could go fall of a cliff i don't have a chance plus there's no way my Mom or Dad would drive me to an Adition there to much els to do around the house with my little brothers (who by the way r really mean) and my older sister who is rude to me (and i think i'm taler than her :Dwhaa haa haaaaa) anyway i will stop now this is a really long blog post ^_^ sorry! and Goodnight ppl of the internet world! one other thing i hope they pick someone good to be Jill pole and Puddleglum if they don't i will be mad so may the best girl win and the best tall guy win!

I had a sore Throat yesterday so i kept drinking tea to make it feel better little did i know the tea had caffeine in it sooooo i got no sleep last night and now i'm so sleepy i crashed into the wall but i am sick of tea so i'm not going to have any more and if i go to bed now then i will get up at dinner time... I can barely keep my eyes open -_- (sigh) It's snowing again yay! not much els to say sooooooo bye for now!

Hello, I'm new to this blog thing.... all you need to know about me is that i wish i where a real mermaid like hannah fraser. I make all kinds of things like mermaid tails dresses ball gowns fairy wings and almost anything i can think of. I love water snow and ice the way water moves how snow falls and the way ice glows it's so pretty! Someday i want to be on Broadway or work at walt disney world or maybe be an actress i have way to many things i want to do in my life! I took ballet for 5 years and ice skating for 2 years than we moved and now i want to get back into both of them, also something you should know is i talk way to much i mean look at all this stuff i've said already! and i have so much more to say so